Another Valentine night...hmm
i keep being bugged by my friends why it has been 21 years and i'm going solo, thing is, they'll all be plagued from one relationship to another....i don't know
i mean, i wouldn't mind to get into a relationship, i just can't seem to find the right one, and even if i see her i just can not approach her...
am i too shy? or am i too afraid? i don't know, i just wait sometimes for them to notice me...and even when they do and try to talk to me i'm too afraid to go "Over the line"
"over the line" = you know a shy flirter's minimum? that's beyond my maximum here...
i don't know if i'll stay like this forever, and i don't know if this will change in the coming years, but i know one thing, I will find her, and when i do then god help me i will make her the happiest being on earth, i will be her right hand, i will be her frontal lobe (no one will get this), i will be her supporter, i will be her loyal servant and i will be her guard, i will not make her fall in love with me, i'll embrace her love and i will make her transcend in love, i'll take the word "love" to celestial heights, i will redefine love and i will make her live it.
So to the last 21 years, bon voyage and to the coming years, whatever you have, Bring it!
And to those who are blessed with it, i wish you the best, so happy valentines day~!
Also to those who commissioned me, i'm afraid i will not be able to do any...i have to work at a hospital from 8Am-6Pm everyday, so sorry, i won't keep you hangin' there 
I can't find time even to study, ugh...i'm so sleepy right now, so yeah, happy V-day and good night~